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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 [1:41 PM]

hmm...30 July....

It was a happy day for me last year on this day...at night...around 11 to 12 am?haha...

I'm supposed to be at the Esplanade now celebrating this day with him instead of staying at home typing this with a test that I need to study for tomorrow...Once again, I cried over him this morning...first thing when I wake up...

Did I make the correct deicision then?Is my life happier now? How about him? How is life for him? Is it really like what he had said? Carefree and not being tied down? If this continue, will he break?Or is it me that will break first?

I saw jealousy in him at times...perhaps he still love me...maybe I still love him...but our paths will not cross again...because there will always be this broken glass wall between us which can never be whole and perfect again...

I know I've hurt him deeply...If only I phrase my concern differently...If only I have been rational...If only we talk it through earlier....None of us will get hurt...at least, not this deep...Sometimes I wonder, how would things be if we never met each other or if I'm not alive...

JJ say time will heal the wounds...I will take his words for it...