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biography
Child of God

Vivian Ma
| tcc Wiama Atria | tsubaki | [.//ShadowHearts] DarkExocist |
I'm 20 this year working full time. Born on 26 March under the sign of Ram. Graduated from Temasek Poly with a Diploma in Hospitality and Tourism Management. LOVE GOD! I like to eat nice food in nice restaurants which has a nice view (but they also burn a hole in my wallet). Love the Cuban Mojito from oriole. Had a little bit of occupation hazard. Holds my pride in my work.
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Besties

Henzy
Min
Chea Chee
Chea Yee
Sabby

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Monday, September 8, 2008 [3:09 AM]

read winnie's blog...wanted to tag bt dono y her tagboard nt working...so fast reach home jiu blog liao...lol...guess this is the only way for me to know more about his life...well, slightly more...he's living life pretty much the way he wanted...nth abt him has changed...haha...winnie ar...i noe hw u feel la...abt gelvin and his matter...next time u gt things wan to say bt dono hw to say, can jus put on ur blog...i ll go read de...don have to care whether i ll get hurt or nt...because if giving up my happiness is the price i have to pay in return to know hw his life is, i dont mind giving it...i wont control his life or anything...jus reading it or looking at it from aside im alrdy satisfied...he of course will scared to get into a relationship...afterall, all of his relationships didn't end up great...there are alot of things i regretted...like initiating the break up, like believing tt he ll smoke in that instant, like nt comprimising and giving in to him...like forgetting the feelings i had for him in the beginning...i wanna start everything all over again with him...bt i know he wont turn back and look at me anymore...i noe, partially, the reason tt he left me was probably because he felt that he is not gd enough for me...i nvr wanted him to felt this way...yet i didnt noe wat i can do to give him courage and support...i wont consider another guy yet...cos my heart stil belong to him...mayb perhaps as time goes by i ll forget him...the ring on my neck...it wasnt our couple ring...bt it has his name on it...it does hurt to face the reality that he wont bother abt who i go out with now...i know its silly, we all noe its silly, to stay by him and nt go...bt for now, i don care...

"If I cry and beg you not to go, will you stay? What do I have to do to make you come back?Did you really forget abt the 11 and half mths we spent tgt so easily?did you really put down all the feelings, all the efforts we put into for this relationship so easily?I love you, baby...but it is probably worthless to you already...it pains me...to face this reality...雨要多大，天要多黑，我才能得到你的体贴？