The fastest way to really love someone is to lose them...

Is this true?I once thgt it was...I mean...after looking and hearing from winnie...I really thgt i had somehow learn to see things from his point of view...like how i shld hav love him...bt now, i no longer know...to stand by him or to walk away like others...i mean i dont really wanna walk away and throw him down there...i stil wanna care for him as a friend...like talk like friends...be there for him and ya...bt then, time after time, my concern was met with cold shoulders...perhaps he doesnt noe hw to face me after all tt has happen till now...bt neither do i...im merely jus following his reaction...if he doesnt talk then i wont talk...i wanna reach out to him...yet i dono how to...ppl say it will jus make me suffer...i noe...bt i cant throw someone i wan to take as a friend down and don care...bt he simply refuse to accept my care...everytime wen i thgt i had move on, something will always happen to pull me back to my dillema...i feel tt even if we wan to be back tgt, there are too many things tt we nd to talk abt...too many walls tt we nd to break...there are so many things tt nd to be settled that i no longer noe hw and which one to bring up...we will nd a long talk...a very long one...bt b4 tt, we ll nd time...we don even noe hw to face each other right now...much less sit down and talk...mayb wat jj say is right...we can nvr be the same again because of the broken galss wall btwn us tt ll nvr b a perfect whole again...anyw, i alrdy decided to nt rush and jus take things slow...i dono if he stil read my blog...bt if he does...