wat exactly is love?

i had so many thoughts running thru my mind jus nw tt i dono hw to begin blogging them down...im jus gng to blog them as they come into my mind...pardon me if this post is messy...

so jus wat is love? i've lost all confidence i have in r/s...in love...sometimes seeing couples make me feel a little down...sometimes, i jus wanna sit on the beach and enjoy the night breeze wen im feeling down...i don wanna take tt step forward again...im tired...of everything...i don wanna choose between the 2 of them...cos i feel im nt gd enuf for both of them...they deserve someone else better...

问世间情为何物？
这句话是真的
我对他是“爱”还是因为已经习惯和他在一起的日子？
或许我在三年前就已经忘了爱的感觉
虽然对彼此还留着那么一点点的感情
但却因为害怕，因为厌倦，
而努力地否认，努力地把它藏起来
我现在能够完完全全地了解他当时的心情
简单来说，他爱我没比我爱他来得深

anw, im tired and im gonna be single for a while...ok, many "a while"