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Child of God

Vivian Ma
| tcc Wiama Atria | tsubaki | [.//ShadowHearts] DarkExocist |
I'm 20 this year working full time. Born on 26 March under the sign of Ram. Graduated from Temasek Poly with a Diploma in Hospitality and Tourism Management. LOVE GOD! I like to eat nice food in nice restaurants which has a nice view (but they also burn a hole in my wallet). Love the Cuban Mojito from oriole. Had a little bit of occupation hazard. Holds my pride in my work.
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Henzy
Min
Chea Chee
Chea Yee
Sabby

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Friday, January 16, 2009 [12:08 PM]

There is like no lesson today?woohoo!!!haha...hope my contacts come soon...my current one cant tahan any longer...

For this certain period of time, im like pms everyday...throw tantrum and get angry easily and stuff...command ppl and basically, become very bossy...i feel guilty for doing that...even now wen i do that to my grp mates at times...it's like i totally lost myself...stuff that i'm ok with becomes not ok with me...my mood swings every 5 mins? and it last for quite a while like 2-3 mths?i cant believe how much i have changed...right now, im trying to find my old self back...bit by bit...someone who is not so grouchy...someone who is less stubborn, more understanding and ya...i wan to be someone who is able to be there for everyone tt is impt in her life...i need to open up more and socialize more...hmmm...LOUNGE IM COMING WAIT FOR ME!!!!!

sidetrack a little...

lol...shawn has been telling me that too...but sometimes i feel quite shy to just go up to ppl and say hi...esp when they are in their clique...will feel quite left out...haha...anw...

back to topic

as i was saying...i think i became like this because i was too into being the best at work and i wanna give every customer that comes in the fastest and the best service i can give...true is the fact that i cannot handle all the customers alone so naturally there will be others who will attend to some of the customers...and not all of us work the same way...i wan to give my best to the customers but the rest may just wan to provide the minimum that was taught in the handbook and tt's tt...sometimes gt pretty irritated at that and tt's where all the above mentioned stuff comes in...i was so into competing with someone that i forget abt wat makes me stay at T3D for so long...i'm not so into abt being the best now but tt doesn't mean im gng to slack at work...(though sometimes i do..haha...hey, there is no consistency in service ok...IntHT teach de...lol)

i wanna enjoy life...i can chiong for work when i graduate....for many many years down the road...im only left with like barely more than a yr to enjoy with my friends...to enjoy SU, to enjoy mass dance, to enjoy OTC/FO...haiz, all these are making me sad...haha...true that i ll still have friends at work bt its all different kind of fun...haha...yup, tt's wat i wan to do now...enjoy life, socialize, hopefully fall in love again...(not as in a serious r/s but perhaps like a crush kind of thing?dono hw to explain on blog)