i'm back at tcc and the same boutique...yup...why? well, money is good there and timing is flexible...so i can have time for dating and trybe runs and myself...so why not? interview was easy peasy...in fact it wasn't really an interview after they know i work at t3d before so ya, go in less than 5 mins come out and i get the job...oh well, i wonder how shld i react on my first day...just do whatever i've been doing or be like a newcomer? God led me here so im putting this into His hands, trusting that He will be with me till the end...at first i thgt that it is just a simple answer to my prayer of getting myself a job...then it evolve to letting the people (by people i mean the senior staff who were there when i left) know and see how God has changed my life...indeed, through God, i am a changed person...

but God has much more in plan for me...in the days to come, im going on a path of spiritual healing...

i've always thgt healing will happen immediately the moment i pray for it...and i gt disappointed at times with God when my prayer wasn't answered immediately...but then again, henzy reminded me that it is not about my timing but God's...the reason why i don trust/believe/have faith in Him is because of the expectations that i want Him to meet...it should be the other way round...US meeting His expectations and NOT Him...after that i began to see the miracles that He has done for me and for others...

back to the topic, yes, im gng to embark on a path of spiritual healing...to forgive myself and accept my past...i hated my past self...for the hurt that i've caused to ppl and trouble that i've brought upon ppl...there are alot of things to be done and im not leaving that place till im completely healed...yes, this is a tough journey ahead but i will emerge victorious...with God and henzy by my side to guide me, hold me, protect me and bless me.... the devil is bound to come after me...nvr let me lose sight of the purpose that i nd to fulfill...amen...