today was definitely a very spiritually refreshing day! visited CHC for their service. got to experience a different church culture. made new friends and see alot of different things. looking forward to visiting CHC again! Sermon was very inspiring today too!

Re-dedicated my life to Jesus again today. Been through a tough time, backslide abit too. I think Christians at some point of time will go through this period but then they will emerge stronger and victorious after the whole thing! Yes, there are times where I feel regret about what I've done. There are times where I feel like beating myself up. There are also nights where regret, guilt, remorse and disappointment just built up and I will break down even though I reject all of them. Then I will complain to God why aren't You taking all of them away. But after today's sermon I realize a Christian's life is full of trials and tribulations. Yes, I may have disappointed God 'cause I forsaken Him, 'cause I failed all of His tests. But it is through all these tests that I learn and grow stronger. Never once I forget His calling for me to love though many a times I fail to do so. My goal in Christ - to be faithful and true to God so that I will never forsake Him again.

There are bound to be much more trials coming along the way. I prayed to God that I will emerge victorious in each and every tests that He has for me and that the people around me will encourage me, support me and give me the strength to pull through every one of them.=]